give it to me i throw it away
give it to me i throw it away

covered with hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done
i hate myself for what i've become

give it to me i throw it away
give it to me i throw it away
throw it away

throw it away
throw it away
throw it away

throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away
throw it away

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me

gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
 

i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back

this is the first day of my last days
built it up now take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay
the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

i'm the one without a soul
i'm the one with this big fucking hole
no new tale to tell
twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn back
but i want to but i can't turn backk
but i want to but i can't turn back

this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now i take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay
the last thing left i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you

wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
wish there was something real wish there was something true
wish there was something real in this world full of you
this world full of you
this world full of you
this world full
 

 
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)
slavery (slavery)

 

i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
on the inside (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
on the inside (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
on the inside (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
i am so dirty
on the inside
i am so dirty (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
on the inside (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
i am so dirty
on the inside (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
i am so dirty (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
on the inside
i am so dirty
on the inside (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
i am so dirty (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)
on the inside
              (i want you to make me, i want you to take me)
              (i want you to break me, and i want you to throw me away)

i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
and i want you to throw me away
 

 

drift
within
this is your body
can you flow
with fire blood
through each tissued corridor
throb
to the pulse of life

"can't throb
to the pulse of life"

let your heart pump you
down long red tunnels

"can you let your heart pump you
down long red tunnels"

you stream
into cell chambers

"can you let your heart
become central pump-house
for all human feelings?"

"help, help
i'm drowning
get me out of here"

drift to the center
drift to center

"i'm drowning
i need some help"

center
on this heart of fire
of love
let your heart be
your whole life

"radiate
swell
penatrate
to the bumpy"

burst

"burst
bleed out
bleed out"

bleed
to death

"bleed to death"

life blood

"life
blood"

scarlet

"oh you just wish i could feel that way too"
"i bet you will someday"

"help, help
i'm drowning
get me out of here"
 

 

slavery

happi
slavery

happiness controls you
controls you

controls you
happiness controls you

hcum os dna sdrow tsuj knuj namuh

happiness in slavery

happiness in slavery

happiness in
happiness in slaver
slavery
in slavery
slave
happi
in
happiness
happiness
happiness
happiness

slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery
slavery

"ok, now we've got the twirl the little pointers into the nipple. hey'd you
like that? he'll probably die. back and forth with the razor. back and
forth over him. ok, i think that's enough."
"he's dead"
"what's that?"
"he's dead"

slavery
slavery

happiness
happiness
happiness
happiness
happiness
happiness

controls you
controls, controls you
controls you